Topic: Share Your Experiences for The Power Journey and Your Dream

[Kris]

Sharing your experiences and the Dream you discovered during the Power Journey is a great way to externalize it and to anchor it into form to help manifest it in your life.

Share your experiences here.

Love and Light,

Kris

[troy]

The Power Journey for me is a crossroads. The beggining of the end if I have enough courage love and trust to follow it through.As I lay in bed this morning and I was just coming awake the first thing that comes to me is this overall feeling of dread and deep deep fear....I want to run and hide but I know there is no hiding from this now and so i take a breath and just say OK.

How this all began would take too long to recount and it really doesn't matter so I'll just say that for me I see my life has been created and lived entirely in ego. Even in writing this I am having to be vigilant and edit this along the way to keep ego out of it. Ego wants to take even this and turn it into a "look at me" and I refuse to allow it to pervert and pollute this moment.

I was faced with the prospect and the fear of losing it all on the journey. Everything that is good in my life and that I was at a point where I must make a choice. Not a symbolic choice but in fact a real choice and that whatever I decided would determine the direction I would be going. This scares the hell out of me.

I went back to my room at the lunch break on Friday and started talking to Christina and she just listen to me go on as I complained and fussed...the whole time my ego is processing out all the possible solutions. Quit, stand up for my false self, feel righteous indignation....pretty limited options.

I asked Christina "Why did Kris dismiss me like that? Why are they doing this right now? she say's to me "It's not them it's you" and I look at her...I am not angry I just want to know so I ask her what she means by that. She say's that we all create what we need at any given time and that I created this for myself. In the past when she has said this or things like it to me I would get pissed off...because I felt that it carried a judgement in it that I created shitty things because I am shitty. But this time it is not like that because I am in too much pain to go there.

She relates it to what we have been talking about for  a day and a half that our source holds a big dream for us and we just have to allow it and that even now as we connect with it it begins to manifest into form. She say's that I have created this school as a part of MY dream and that I have created these experiences as a part of MY dream and I begin to see.

I see that if this is true then these experiences are not bad but are in fact brought to me as what I need for this moment...to show me just what it is that I need to see and deal with in order to move forward. I see that it is brought to me in love from higher aspects of my self and I begin to cry. I allow this but I choose to not indulge all the way into the emotion because I sense that there is more.

Friday finishes on a softer note than it started on and I am relieved that I have made it through the day.

Saturday morning at about 2 am I wake up , laying on my right side and I am experiencing the sense of dread about going home and the uncertainty of it all. Instead of trying to avoid it I allow it to be as best I can and then let it flow on my breath down and away. Then immediately another emotion comes up about a person at work and their situation of maybe losing their job, I have been trying to help because she does all my paperwork for me and I am afraid that if I lose her that I will be exposed for the slacker that I am and lose my job.

As I begin to flow this I sense them telling me to look at the energy behind it first so I begin to peel it back and under it I find the need for love acceptance and approval and behind that my life issue. Then emotions begin to come one after another and in each it is a process of "Here is the emotion, now look behind it, peel away and in each case I find the same thing ...the need for love acceptance and approval coming from my life issue. I flow them one after another.

At one point they say "Here is a tricky one" and the fear of not having enough money comes in. This is a little more complicated in that I feel it is OK to desire to have money and that not having enough isn't about feeling loved or accepted or approved of....yet when I dug down into it I found that not having enough money means that I can't pay my bills and if I can't pay my bills people will get upset with me and this means that I am bad and therefore not loved, accepted and approved of. I let that flow.

When I woke up later the lessons and challenges in self importance began in earnest and this post is already too long so I won't bore with the details.

This what I see from the whole thing. I am a completely fabricated person.... a fake in nearly every aspect my life. Everything carefully crafted to attract love, acceptance and approval from others. I am not sure at this point if any of it is genuine but I will find out.

I am so afraid right now that my carefully crafted life will collapse and fall ON me and kill me in the process that I want to run and hide and yet I know that it will collapse either way I choose. No matter what I choose it is collapsing and there is nothing I can do about that part of it. I can choose to try and hang on and save it or I can jump in the life raft and live.

I am so afraid of all the bad things happening. The heart attack I had a few months ago was the beggining skirmish and I was so afraid I checked out of my body just hoping it would all get better...just hoping if I spent enough time connecting it would all get better and go away and I could just continue on in peace. The desperate actions of a desperate man.

The higher aspects of mySelf want me to move onward and upward and I can't go there with the fake Troy so he's got to go.

I am scared as hell but I am allowing it.

Love and Light

Troy

[Karen]

This is my Dream:

I desire to allow the powerful, magical being that is me to come down through me and change form.  I desire to be able to bring a mystical, dancing magic to everything I can touch - this energy has no boundaries and is a deep expression of  my Self, of love.  I can see, feel, touch, heal and create beautiful magic in my world - whether I am bringing joy to my relationship, being playful as a mother, or seeing beyond boundaries to heal others.  I desire to live in that joyful plane of existence that we call heaven.

In form...

I have a deeply fulfilling medical practice that allows me to set my own hours, build strong relationships with people, travel and practice a wide variety of medicine.  I have a beautiful home with my husband  and a baby (I always see a boy for some reason!) I have leisure time to pursue creative activities like decorating my home, stained glass, exotic dancing, yoga, learning languages, and cooking.  I own property all over the world and have much abundance in my life.  I have a strong spiritual community around me and friends, family that I can visit often.  I am a guide for our spiritual lineage and am able to channel energy masterfully.  Barring someone's will, there is no thing that I cannot see and heal. My husband and I share dreams and desires together. There are no limits on what I can manifest.

Love and light,
Karen

[Paul Eric]

The most amazing experience for me was Coba. After going through a portal and releasing my stuckness, low energy and attachments we sat down on steps of a Mayan building. Kris told us to allow nothingness, to be empty and to allow the energy from the stones to flow in and help us. I imagined being like a plant that receives energy from the stones.

Then we focused on being aware of the love that is there as we made our short trip to the next station. This time Kris talked about connecting with a future self who already lives our Dream. We were told to fall in love with this person and communicate with this future self. As Kris was describing the process I started tuning into this highly-vibrating future self that had my dream realized and lived it. After I went through the portal of Howard and Simon, it become even more clear and really there. I felt that this is real, I can have it, I am feeling it right now. This was a major realization for me and it touched me deeply. I also felt so much love and deep affection towards this future version of me.

One of the few details I sensed in the life of my future self was a good and functioning relationship. It felt serene and beautiful, supportive and peaceful. I saw us living in a house.

Then we drove over to the big pyramid and were told something along the lines of tuning into increasing Self-love as we take each step towards the top, which is the realization of our Dream in form. As I arrived on top, I felt drawn towards tuning into the horizon and jungle to my left. I felt some deeply yearning and beautiful energy - it was similar to a highly significant dream I once had. This yearning seemed to be all about my Dream and going ahead with actually pursuing it, making it real.

I find it helpful to continue monitoring self first, allowing the nothingness and being empty. Kris also mentioned that when we go to this inner place where we feel more tired takes us actually deeper. I see that I usually avoided going to that place where I feel like my energy is being used up or that I am getting more tired by being in that place and I see that this place is actually Self. It helps to process and release stuff. It helped me with releasing a fragment on our way to Coba.

On the first day the Oracle told me that I need to allow and that then I would blossom. Allowing has never been easy for me. I hope that the Golden Flow workshop in less than two weeks will help me to allow more.

I would like to say thank you for all this wonderful help from Unseen friends, K2, and everyone in the group. It is nothing short of miraculous how much can be done in just three days. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!

Love & Light,
Paul Eric

[Simon]

Here's the first part of my dream, there's more to come, and all will be revealed in due course...or as I write it down, rather.

Love and Light

Simon

Part 1: The Prayer at Dawn

Have you ever felt that you were living your destiny?  Have you ever felt that your life has become the most beautiful dream?  That you live each and every day, each and every moment in a communion with your Soul?

That is my life now.

My life is my creation.  My life is my piece of art.  And it is beautiful.

I awake early in the morning, in my home (is there any word more beautiful in the english language--home).  I walk to the veranda, where I write.  As I pass through the halls of my home, I see mementos, reminders of the treasure that is my life.  Images of my life, of my wife, my family, my friends, the beautiful life that I have created.  Pictures of the places we've been, the people we've known.  Pictures of my ohana.  Pictures of my children.  In each one I see my love reflected back to me.

I have allowed all of this to be in my life.  And I am so deeply grateful.

The sun is just beginning to rise over the ocean, as I sit down at my desk to write.  The silence is broken only by the soft sound of the wind, and the quiet murmur of the early morning sea.  "Low tide", I smile to myself.

I love this time of day.  It is the best time to write.  "The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you."  I can feel the source of my life, of my dream run through me, thick, like slow moving sap.  I am working on a new book.  I have been working with K2 on creating a new mythology, a new vision of what humanity can be, a new path to discovering and living your source. 

Needless to say, the work has been received well.  The public devoured it like a pack of hungry wolves.  When the soul recognizes truth, it can't hep but become enraptured, enchanted.

And in this early morning hour, my soul is enraptured, enchanted, totally in love with life.  And I say my first prayer to creation, and it comes from my true heart, and it is a prayer of gratitude to the Creator, for giving me this life, for bringing all of this love, this endless sea of Light and Love into my life.

[Melissa]

My dream now…

I am full of love and passion for my life. I am very connected and feel blessed, whole, and exuberant. I glow and am very sunny and light.  I have my apartments here cleaned up and organized to BE a inviting home and there is someone here living with me. He is a mate that I am developing a great relationship with. We both work and share in the responsibility of creating a home. He can cook and sometimes I come home and he has made dinner. He works in a dharma way too, is open to Spirituality, and is interested in participating with me in growth work.

I have a very fulfilling job that is dharma in nature and is caring and  healing too for others as much as it is for me. It is built on relationships  and I enjoy the work immensely/ it uses all my talents and strengths and I draw upon a place of creativity that is from my  knowing and intent. My job seems like this now so it is fulfilling in a way I never dreamed I could have and goes beyond work.

I am also building some security and taking care of my business. I have a positive flow of income have enough money to care for this and make sure I have the money for WS and PJ  travel, and anything else. I would like the freedom to be able to have a few  nice things ,. Electronics, clothing ,  spas etc.  I am abundant and see  my past financial trouble fade into the past and lights at the end of the tunnel. I want to build a new empire and it be strong and abundant .

The mate in my apart is  sharing the responsibility. We are supporting each other and building a shared dream and a separate dream. It is interdependent, open , free and healing for us both. We are growing from the relationship in many ways. Emotionally, maturely, financially and are building a partnership that is very clear and healthy. The mate I keep feeling someone who is in my life now but I have projected before so its is true he is LIKE the man I would like to attract.

 I am also seeing  children in my life that are younger ( 3and 4).. They may be nieces , nephews of  his or they are some kids I baby sit . I feel very connect to these children and care for them greatly. They are bringing me gifts  and I am very free, loving, and caring towards them. I see us connecting through play, which is my favorite kind of the therapy.. Its play therapy. I have knowing about therapeutic interventions. It comes natural to me.

Even music appreciation I enjoyed yesterday with  MY seniors.. Yes, they are MINE now and in my heart. I guess I have adopted them all and they meet a need too in me that feels so satisfying to have.  I continue to grow with this in depth and intimacy with the work and my co -workers I have a very satisfying work relationship with.

 I have a few very good , deep intimate relationships with a few people I can really talk to and being loved and loving supportive towards. They are building in strength and are mature and healthy.  They could be male or female but they are people I really like, enjoy, and can be myself with and they can too.  It is honesty and trustworthiness with secrets and is  caring.

I see myself enjoying life , working playing caring for  and being involved in my children’s life. Kevin is becoming more independent, I see myself letting my kids go to do more for them selves, and I am much more present to supervise and guide them. I am able to share with them more and more tools I am using  to help them in there own lives. I am a very loving , whole mother and secure .

Overall, I feel complete and have fully let my past go and living a whole new thriving abundant life full of love and joy, connection, balance, opportunities and healing and growth.
 
Thank You Love and LIGHT,
Melissa